叛逆边缘

Rachel Row: Why do you want to die?

Jonathan: I don't want to die, I just don't want to be alive.

Jonathan: See, Dr Figure was a no-medication type of guy and all the hard core suicidals in his group - now including myself - had agreed not to kill or harm themselves before January 1st. I mean, can you imagine someone dead, hanging from the light fixture in their room, thinking, If my doctor finds out about this, I'm FUCKED."

Dr. Figure: What would you do if you were allowed home for the afternoon?

Jonathan: [inhales] Get a decent cup of coffee then I'd chop me head off with a chainsaw.

Dr. Figure: Okay. Uh - uh, just one thing. I wanted to propose something. It's like a pledge between doctor and patient. We nominate a day, like three weeks from now - like New Year's Day - and you mustn't harm yourself until that day. You have to stick to it. What do you think about that?

Jonathan: Yeah, I think it's a fuckin' ridiculous idea.

Dr. Figure: It's been known to work.

Jonathan: It won't work.

Dr. Figure: Might. Why don't you think about it?

Jonathan: Okay, hang on.

[sarcastically]

Jonathan: Um, I've thought about it. Fuck, you made a medical breakthrough. Well done, Doc.

Dr. Figure: Okay, well, we'll talk about it more after the session.

Jonathan: Well, you've given me the will to live and I want to thank you for that.

Dr. Figure: Then, after that, I will show you the benefits of being more sparing with your sarcasm. Okay? See ya.

Jonathan: Fuck you.

[leaves]

Jonathan: I know more about the business of suicide in my baby finger, than you do in all your years of training and Freud reading. I gurran-fuckin'-tee ya that.

[after Toby has killed himself]

Jonathan: You can never really know what was going through a person's mind at that exact moment. If they survive, they'll never tell you. If they succeed, all you can do is spend the rest of your life feeling guilty. You're only concern can be for the people they leave behind. They're the ones to look out for.

Rachel Row: It's beautiful here.

Jonathan: Can't take all this on your own.

Rachel Row: So you are all good now? Too many near death experiences you are beginning to think twice.

Jonathan: You wanna know the truth? If it's a matter of life and death between people like you and me, then I want to outlive you. And I want to see what happens to you. 'Cause I like ya.

Rachel Row: I don't know.

Jonathan: What if we are still together in a year?

Rachel Row: Would we be?

Jonathan: I can see it happening.

Rachel Row: I don't know. So do you think you love me?

Jonathan: I know I love you.

现在就是很后悔没有当时看完以后就来写这个影评，现在好像也不太记得太多的细节了。为了基莲老师演的神经病少年来看的，现在感觉真的很好代我的oc，基莲老师太牛了。然后在想，英国人真的是很会用那种与众不同的隐喻让事情变得更有趣，眼镜小哥的哥哥死了以后，没有提及自身过多的悲伤，而是去写杯子，一个里面的茶还是热着的杯子，他哥哥给自己倒了杯水，然后眼镜小哥破防了，我也被这样的对象转移移情法（我编的名字）给秒到了。（顺便掰扯一下眼镜小哥的演员，真的把那种温柔的脆弱感演得好好）写女主的母亲的死，她说，只是想去悬崖下面看看，然后再把头放在母亲肚子上。哪怕编剧想到让这些青少年们患上心理疾病的原因似乎只有让他们喜欢的亲人去世，但比起直接得让他们说出来，似乎这样带些隐晦的描写在这里变得更有力量了些。最后是橙色冰激淋，是本年度我的浪漫首榜前三名，是世界上最恶心的事，是请你吃一次冰激淋，太纯爱，太可爱了，就是因为这一个短短的情节，先是蓝眼睛的莲老师围着蓝眼睛的女主小狗一样绕圈跑，再是他带着他那幼稚的帽子骑着自行车冲出精神病院，而医生迟疑了一阵，对警卫说，是的，请放他出去。他打电话那一刻我就知道他想说什么，但他真正说出来的时候却又让我觉得太美好了。最后莲老师带着女主买冰激淋，拿着两个橙色的冰激淋，两个人抱在一起。真的好可爱，前言万语只汇成一句，莲老师，我的纯爱战神。

这一部关于抑郁、自杀，以及爱与救赎的电影。 整部电影呈现出了一种灰暗的色调。苦闷，压抑，阴冷，绝望。 然而，从男主偷了一辆自行车一路狂奔，男医生打电话请门卫放行任由他奔向悬崖时（那一刻我猜想他一定是要奔向悬崖），眼泪就开始止不住了。 一种感动缓缓涌来，直至汹涌澎湃。这种观影的快感一直持续到影片的结束，让人久久无法自拔。 电影的艺术魅力在这里展露无疑。 推荐您看这部电影《叛逆边缘》，相信你看过之后，不会失望的。